High on Life

I’m suffering from depression. This is real. I can see beyond the void. I’m 15 and I just don’t want to go through all this trouble. I can’t be happy, I hardly smile. What’s going on with me? I feel alone and helplessness, despair and overwhelming. I really need someone to accompany me now. Parent, friends or whoever I don’t care. I’d dread the day. I haven’t gotten much sleep lately because i’m thinking too much. I’m looking for any kind of advice. ANYTHING ! I just want to feel better