31 May 2013

Future.

Oh and finally tomorrow is the day :):

I don’t even know how I feels right now. I couldn’t tell you guys if I was more sad then happy, more scared then excited. Today I woke up with, “this is the last time that I will be waking up in this bed to have a full day here in Selangor”. Yeah, because tomorrow night or this Sunday morning, I’ll be leaving for Alor Setar, Kedah.  For god sake guys, I’m going to miss everything here especially my family. My sister is going to get married in 2 weeks from now and I don’t know if i should go home or not. Now for the real reason that I’m writing this blog entry.. . I wanna say goodbye to all of you. Wish me goodluck for my studies. It’s funny how I told my mom before, I really wanna go far from here. Sebab nak rasa hidup kat perantauan macam mana and it’s like a big challenge for me. Right now, perasaan semua bercampur baur. Mixed feelings

I feel like today, I have too much to do in too little time. When in reality I don’t really have that much to do but because it’s my last day everything seems to feel like it will take me 10 hours and that I will never have time to finish it. Since today is my last day, I know when I arrive to Kedah, I will be crying instead of incredibly happy. Because this time I will be leaving a house that I know and love instead of going to a house that I don’t know and that I don’t feel comfortable in which is my “Hos-Hell” LOL it’s actually a house for me to stay for 1 year.

The fact that I only have one day here left! I honestly couldn't tell anyone how I exactly feel right now. But I’m glad, at least ada satu tujuan and matlamat. For the sake of my future, my self and my family. I may not have gotten straight A’S for my SPM, believe me bro itu baru sikit. I’ll not going to let myself down this time. Sorry but I did not tell you, i wont fail. In one point kita akan fail. Baby nak belajar merangkak pun jatuh dulu, so do us. Just have faith in ourself alright? Kalau belajar rajin, It will never be the same as it was

I will write more when I get home or when I have internet connection. I don’t know what’s going to happen yet. All I know, confirm homesick seminggu dua. Its normaaaal :D Miss ya’ll and love you. I wish you goodluck! See you soon <3 p="">

18 May 2013

13 MAY 2013

Sekian lama nya aku tak update blog. Ni pun dah agak lupa mana nak upload gambar, mana aku nak tekan link, apa lagi taktau la. Maaf lah ya hampa suma. Lama tak update blog punya pasal. Lepas ni agak nya lagi lama la diary kesayangan aku ni bersawang. Nak pegi jauh dah. Beratus kilometer dari sini. Sobs. Malas cakap la. Gambar ni menceritakan segala yang tersurat, tersirat dan tersepit


Jauh lah siot aku nak p ni. Kurang sebulan dari sekarang. Mental dan fizikal tak ready lagi. Cuma dalam proses nak tambah kan baju kurung je. Haha! Persoalan nya, mampu ke aku survive duduk jauh ni? Alor setar lah siottt. Weh ALOR SETAR kotttt! Haha tak penah aku sampai utara. Last time masuk kedah 2010. Itu pun lalu je naik kereta api on the way to Perlis. Hi org utagha. Kami nak mai ni :)

Bapak gila tak aci. Kawan suma duk dapat hat yg dekat ja. Bangi KL ja pun. Awat aku tercampak jauh? Sabar lah wahai hati. Sobs

Apa ada kat Kedah?
Kedah ada shopping mall besaq macam The Mines or Mid Valley dak?
Kedah ada kedai mamak ka dak?
Kedah ada tasik dak?
Kedah ada stesen kapai terbang dak in case kami ada emergency nak balik awai?

Jawapan depa mungkin: Hang ingat Kedah ni kampung sangat ka?
Uh sorry.