12 May 2012


and thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn....................

Mengundang marah betul -.-"


Seeing that little kids in front of my house. ‘Oh how time flies. Those were the good old times’. I look back and think of the years that went by. Those were the time when I was still a kid. I love to wear my green skirt, green sleeveless blouse and play with my friends. I was like a boy back then. Every 5pm is my playing time. Before I went, I would just run to mommy and wanted her to give me 50 cent everyday. LOL. Yes now I’m growing up already. Soon to be in college and soon to be mom (Haha). I miss being a kid tho. No one cared how you look like. We could just be ourself aren’t we? Well not today. People so judgmental nowadays. Realize that? :) If we do only a small mistake, they are going to insult you. Or in other thing they did is, nagging. Everybody wants everything to be perfect in this era. In fact, we’re all human. We all have flaws in our self. But still can be perfect by learning from the mistake. So why should we insult the one who’re still learning? Do you think you’re perfect enough among us? Yes. Maybe yes. Second big question is, do you think you have been so perfect to Allah?

If only I can go back in time and meet me younger self. I would pass on one advice to the little me, who was so desperate to grow up back then. I would say, 

“Enjoy these time as much as you can little one, for one day you will look back and wish you could stay in your past. You’ll regret to grow up when you know how life going to be when you’re older” :’)

"Nobody tells this to people who are beginners; I wish someone told me. All of us who do creative work, we get into it because we have good taste. But there is this gap. For the first couple years you make stuff; it’s just not that good. It’s trying to be good, it has potential, but it’s not. But your taste, the thing that got you into the game, is still killer. And your taste is why your work disappoints you. A lot of people never get past this phase. They quit. Most people I know who do interesting, creative work went through years of this. We know our work doesn’t have this special thing that we want it to have. We all go through this. And if you are just starting out or you are still in this phase, you gotta know it's normal and the most important thing you can do is do a lot of work. Put yourself on a deadline so that every week you will finish one story. It is only by going through a volume of work that you will close that gap and your work will be as good as your ambitions. And I took longer to figure out how to do this than anyone I’ve ever met. It’s gonna take a while. It’s normal to take a while. You’ve just gotta fight your way through.” -Ira Glass

10 May 2012

Miss me, anyone?

I know you all do. Haha I’m back now. Just for a short break. I have been struggling so hard for this mid term examination ok

So how are you doing dearest?  Well I hope you’re fine. Not too late to wish a very Good Luck for all of you who are taking mid term examination right now. I don’t care whoever you are and which school you come from. The exams have been ok. Yesterday I sat for Bahasa Melayu exam in the class. Are you gonna ask me how was it? Haha. I would say its good. No, I mean JUST okay. Paper 1 and 2 was not so bad, was not so good too. 350 words for essay, 200-250 for continuous writing. Upper secondary are always bad you know. I opened my Facebook yesterday. Scrolling down and found all the status by Form 4 students. ‘Penat doh. Dakwat habis, sakit tangan’. Haha that was sooo me when I was in Form 4. Normal la you olssss. The exam is not over yet you know. There’re still have one week and a half to go. It wasn’t easy at all. Go read book, stop online! Note this to yourself!

I better stop mumbling. English exam in the morning. I would say it was really hard. Especially paper 2. I spent about 30 minutes to read summary again again and again till I understand. No, I’m not understand actually but just pretending to understand the needs. I ended up with belasah jelah. Paper 1 was summary. ‘Unforgettable Experience in your life’. Whoaaa. And again I don’t understand the tittle. They want me to story about the experience I couldn’t forget or describe what is unforgettable experience in my life?

Huh. That is all for now. I’m a good dictionary today y’know. Tomorrow I’ll sit for Agama. Till then, bye