27 June 2012


Alhamdulillah

Praise a lot more to Allah. I’m still alive until today.  And to feel what’s the meaning to become older than yesterday. Hello seventeen! Now celebrating the fact that I’ve been alive for seventeen years! What a blessed and what a good start.

Thank you mom for raising me, being here, being my angel for seventeen years. Thanks dad for your unlimited support

I don’t want anything. Enough with your wishes guys, thank you so much! My best gift for this year is, my little brother
Adam Mukhriz :’)


26 June 2012

Thank you, 'friend'


Assalamualaikum WRT WBT

What a tiring day. What a bad day recently

I haven’t felt this all this while. This saddens me a lot. Those were the good all days when I thought everyone would understand and accept my appearance, transformation from bad to good. I know, it wasn’t really good and I know that you guys still talking bad about me behind my back all this while. I know that. Seriously. Mulut org tak mampu kita nak tutup. Tutup macam mana pun org akan tetap bercakap jugak. Thanks for being honest dearest friend, thanks for ‘noticing’, not to forget your ‘teguran’ too. I’ll accept it with my whole and sincere heart.

But what kind of ‘teguran’ is that when you’re talking about it with a loud sound in front of others friend? Malu tak malu god knows and everybody laughing like crazy… It happened in class. Cakap berpada. That thing happened LAST YEAR NOT NOW! Why lah benda yg kita dah berubah to something better but someone still bercerita balik kat kita pasal appearance kita baju ketat and not wearing hijab before? If it still happens now, for Allah’s sake I’ll never gets sad, angry because I know, you still see that kan but I’m changed now what. Right? Kawan2 awak pun dah nampak I’m changed. Sad thing is, kawan yg dah nampak tu pun together gether and gether laughing like crazy to me.

 Me: ‘Takpelah lepas ni keluar pegi memana aku pakai guni je okay’. 
'Ha bagus lah. Lepas ni aku nak tengok kau pegi KL pakai guni or telekong je okay?

My conversation. He wants to see that perhaps. Remember that statement? :’)

Teguran yg baik inshaAllah hati boleh terima. Teguran yg supposed to talk face to face with me. Bukan cakap bagi semua org dengar dan malu kan orang. Malu kan up until now. You have a girlfriend, baju ketat tak pakai tudung kenapa tak penah tegur? Why meee? Aku pakai tudung what, baju pun tak macam last year. About last year, i know that was my poor appearance. Not really good to show. THAT WAS LAST YEAR. But beza apa skrg dengan girlfriend kau kan? Just because of I’m ‘chubby’ so you guys have a lot of point to talk and laugh. Really? Alhamdulillah I still have a friend. They’re so ‘concerned’. Concern and laughing. Yes they are… thank you so much :’)

Million apologies kalau lepas ni dah kurang bertegur. Hidup dalam masalah sendiri lagi baik. Terima kasih atas teguran, kata2 pedas, semua gelak tawa korang pasal aku. Allah knows me better. May Allah bless you guys. Assalamualaikum, good luck for our upcoming examination. Do your best

Sincerely,
Aini Azhar

23 June 2012

School will be over


25 days left before Ramadhan. After that, “Welcome to Syawal”. You love it? A month full of blessing. I’m going to face my trial examination after Raya. I’ll enjoy my raya as much as I can. Not going to say, no raya for this year. No no no. Raya is still raya what :/ Just on the first day laaa. Not to be over. I’m seventeen……….

‘Too close too comfort’

SPM is drawing near. We have only about five six weeks left to have our final preparation after trial *maybe*. Time is running out now. But I haven’t studied even a little bit for my exam yet. My mid-term examination is so frustrating. Not going to tell you about my grades. Just imagine, I have 2 failed subjects and 3 credits. Another subject… DOWN. TOUGH! It’s June already now. Very soon my life as a secondary school student will be over. I’m over thinking. It’s a bitter-sweet feeling. No more school, no more examinations, no longer lug my heavyweight school bag to school, no more homework and all. NO MORE. But I’ll miss the fun I had in school. I’ll miss my friends. Sad to leave my 12 years of school. Carved many memories that i would never forget. I’ll miss it. For sure………

Right now, I seem to be losing my passion for studying. I don’t know why. I can’t stand sitting in class all day, I can’t stand sitting and studying at home all day or even a minutes. WHY?! I need to change this feeling very very fast. There’s only about 5 months left to fight for my studies. everyone is eagerly preparing for it.

SPM IS NOT THE FINAL EXAM.
Did you know there will be many other exams to come?
It’s definitely not the hardest. Let’s fight for our future

Tune in next time. Bye

I'll miss you



08 June 2012

This motherly feeling popping whenever i touch a baby. Gatal much? Lol low minded. I'm soon to be mom what. What i mean is, someday i'll get married and going to have a baby. My daughter/son who knows right. I love kids especially a 'baby'. 

OwOooOoooOoo one fine day

07 June 2012

Himpunan Jutaan Belia Negara 2012 ( PBSM CAMP) Part


Hari ke empat 25th May:

Ni aku teruja nak bercerita. Siang tu skill station ah macam biasa. Takde lah berat pun. Tapi ni takde sangat nak bercerita. Malam tu kitorang dapat pegi konsert modal insane *Tengok lah auto correct jadi ‘insane’! Padahal insan* Oh ok modal insan yerrr. Teruja dapat tengok ana raffali, hazama, saujana, farah asyikin, rabbani live! Best tengok hazama buat tepuk wau hebat pbsm punya tepuk. Tp konsert tu memang kitorang pbsm je yg banjir kan. Eeeeimok! :p Balik tapak around 11pm, minum2, masuk khemah then zzzzZZzzzz nights world

Hari ke lima 26th May:

Ni pun best jugak! Hari ni dapat buat skill station CPR bagai tu. Dia bahagi kan berapa group entah untuk buat tu. Then kena buat sorang2. Takde lah aku malu pun sebab group aku semua ladies and tak ramai kurang 10 orang. ‘Sir sir, are you alright, are you alright?’ HAHAHAHAHA! Time jue lah untung. Tiba time dia buat je tetiba timbalan menteri belia tu pegi kat group kitorang tengok jue buat. Untung ler camera depan belakang kiri kanan semua focus kat dia je plus dapat masuk paper pulak tu. Yerrr! Hahahaha :p


Aju punya time. Dudududududu~

Malam tu pulak………. Dapat pegi konsert KPOP! Dal shabet is on the stage! Tapi pakaian tak payah cakap. Macam tu ke nak belia2 ikut? Apa lah. Seluar pendek tu tanak banned pulak.





Dorang bagi masa kitorang jalan2 kat situ sampai 11.15 then berkumpul belakang stage konsert tu balik. Best tak best lah aku melecet kot. Tahan je nak nangis tp nak jugak jalan! Jalan punya jalan jumpa group ni kat booth Rakan Muda.


Terbahak aku tau. Tp cover lerr. Hahaha! xD

Hari ke enam 27th May:

It’s time to say goodbye! :’) Pagi pagi ada jugak aktiviti dari fasi2. Tengah hari dalam pukul 2pm lepas kitorang khemas barang and khemah semua, ada majlis penutupan. Best part is, setiap 1 sekolah dapat 2 fixie. Hehe thankyouu. Untuk PBSM je kan. Tapi macam lah aku datang meeting selalu. Tak penah kot. Hahahaha! Byeee CAMP! Saya akan sentiasa merindui toilet yg ‘the best’ tu -.-“




:')

Balik rumah je macam biasa lah. Aku tunggu kemain lama ayah nak ambik kat sekolah. Haaa time tu dorang tak perasan kehitaman aku ni lagi. Balik je aku ketuk pintu, mak bukak. Dah gelak2 dah dia. Thanks mak! Oh lepas tu ayah pulak masuk rumah, ha lepas tu ayah tengok aku atas bawah, thanks ayah! Pastu kakak2 aku pulak ejek aku hitam sampai sekarang, thanks ea! K bye -______________- Nanti aku putih balik la. Tunggu la korang

Himpunan Jutaan Belia Negara 2012 ( PBSM CAMP) Part I



Salam sejahtera, salam 1 malaysia

Tak tau lah aku nak mula cerita dari mana. For sure post ni lebih panjang dari biasa *Tagline kita hari ni*.  Sejujur nya aku tak penah pegi kem hampir seminggu ni. Selalu 3 hari je. Before pegi mak ayah, kakak2 yg ‘disayangi’ sangat ni pun hampir nak mematahkan semangat aku nak pegi. ‘Hitam lah kau balik nanti adik’. ‘Hitam macam kau tahun lepas. Tu baru 3 hari. Ni seminggu’. Ok dah fine. Aku pegi jugak lah. Heran pulak aku nak hitam. Adat lah en SUNBURN. Dari terperuk kat rumah jerr grrrrr :/

Hari Pertama 22th May:  

Pagi tu aku pegi sekolah dulu ambik exam perdagangan. Dalam kepala otak aku sibuk fikir barang apa lagi aku nak bawak time tengah exam tu. Kawan2 aku pun siap mintak list lagi barang. Mentang2 aku dah packing ahad. Hahaha cheeeitt. Balik sekolah aku siap2 suruh kakak aku hantar. Konon nak pegi pukul 3pm memang SHARP aku sampai pukul 3pm. Kawan2 aku pulak sibuk menge’call’. Tetiba aku pulak lambat en. Haa tp janji melayu. Eh tak ah. Eh tak. Janji cina! Pukul 3pm sangat lah padahal gerak pukul 5pm. Tettt vhdgreuhtghrefhadhabdwry -.-“ Dah sampai terus cari tapak. Bagus la tapak banyak kerengga. Ha lepas tu cikgu suruh anjak2 khemah. Haaa lepas tu lepas tu khemah aku tanah berbonggol. Haaa lepas tu lepas tu dan lepas tu, tolong bayang kan macam mana aku tidur time malam tu. Sexy terus aku bangun haaa. Best. Ingat kan tanah aku dapat kali ni better tp lagi teruk rupa nya -.-“ Hari pertama kitorang takde aktiviti. Ice breaking tu pun takde. Tu yg best sebenar nya tu. Dudududududu~ Tapi ada satu cerita buruk. Malam pertama tu *malam pertama kat kem maksud nya* time malam nak mandi and solat, kitorang pegi masjid besi tuanku mizan tu. Time syok ambik angin tepi tasik sambil otw pegi masjid tu, ada segroup abe2 kelate nakharomm kat laluan tu. Kejar bebudak. Time nak balik aku pulak kena. Tapi bukan kena kejar! Dorang lebih 10 orang lalu kat sebelah aku time GELAP pulak tu, apa nak jadi pun  memang boleh jadi dah tau. Diorang dapat ambik gambar aku. Ni famous nya sentence k, ‘nak ambik gambo baju bele2~’ time tu aku pakai baju belang2. Rasa nak call ngadu kat ibu kita errr -.-“


Tempat kejadian bebudak kena kejar. Tempat kejadian serangan org Aryan. Eh tak tak. Serangan abe2 kelate. Hahaha tetiba ingat sejarah rom pulak ghahaha!

Hari kedua 23th May:  

Day 2 takde aktiviti lagi. Aku pun pelik kenapa. Dalam tentative kemain pulak skill station bagai. Tapi bagusss! Takde lah aku nak jalan aktiviti full 6 days kan. Dapat relax 2 days. Kihkihkih~ Ada cerita lawak time day 2 pepagi. Gegeh aku set alarm pukul 4am then kejut kengkawan aku bangun. Nak pegi mandi kat masjid punya pasal. Kalau lambat bangun confirm lah nanti ramai. Rebut jamban pulak kang -.-“ K time dah bangun tu, kitorang ye2 je rentas gaung yg kecil cenonet tu. Hahaha dari jauh aku nampak ada abg2 pbsm tepi tu sibuk perhatikan kitorang. Aku rasa lain macam dah sebenar nya. Elok 3 4 langkah lepas aku melangkah tu, tetiba…

‘ Dik dik, nak pegi mana tu? Maaf ye. Kitorang dah tak benar kan korang pegi masjid dah. Nak pegi tunggu pukul 5.30am nanti kita berkumpul reramai k. Fasi2 pun kitorang tak benar kan pegi jugak. Mekaseh’

Ohmagucccci. Nasib gila muka malu + bengang pun tak nampak. Haaa dorang pun sibuk tanya2 kenapa kitorang tak pegi. Kitorang cerita ah. Owww rupa nya diorang tak bagi pegi sendiri sebab ada fasi2 kena kacau dengan abe2 kelate tu a night before tu. Fasi ea? Kitorang adik2 ni dah terlebih dulu kena kacau. Siap kena ambik gambo lagi. Erghh aku lah tu. Disebabkan takde aktivit hari tu kitorang bebas buat apa2. Just kalau ada siren tu kena lah berkumpul. Takde apa pun sebenar nya just nak dapat info or warning sikit2 je. Aku banyak lupa lah day 2 ni. Almaklum lah lama sangat pegi nya. Otak pun agak blank banyak sangat dah dia kandung kan ni. Dah lupa aktiviti itu ini aku buat time hari apa. Hahaha! Malam tu ok lah panas dia not bad. Whahaha. Ada lah aktiviti gila aku jadi cam whore dengan noni dalam khemah. Best part! Kang korang tengok terbahak pulak. Malas la nak upload. Tak baik bukak aib sendiri. *aib lah sangat*

Hari ketiga 24th May:

Hari aku paling lemah sebab nak buat aktiviti. Senam pagi as usual in the morning every 7am. Panda eyes! Malam2 bebudak hyper sangat borak kemain kuat. Diorang memang tak bagi tidur sebenar nya. Tak penat ke? Oh yerla tak buat aktiviti lagi kan. First aktiviti apa eh? Oooo system komunikasi tu. Boring nak mike alpha mike papa uniform sierra *sapa belajar foktrots alphabet akan faham maksud nya* :p Lepas tu kena kawad. Kena kawad tu yg tak tahan. Panas dia fuhlamaaaaak. Habis armpit saya. Hahaha! Tapi nasib time kitorang kawad takde kena denda kalau silap macam group lain. Oww Mentadak For The Win! Tapi hari ni jugak ada benda malang kitorang kena tempuh. Dalam 30 org or lebih kena cery bery and sakit perut. I’m one of em’. Taknak lama pulak reramai memerut kat masjid. Nak memerut kat toilet yg takde serupa toilet tu memang tak lah. Tapi ada rezeki kot time tu. Aku syok duduk sambil tekan2 perut time kat skill station memasak. Then group-mate aku ni panggil dalam 10 org macam tu. Dia kata Cg Aidil panggil. Mengeluh panjang aku. Dah la sakit perut. Sampai kat tapak kitorang berkumpul je, dia nak ambik dalam 100 org macam tu. Tau apa yg kitorang nak buat? Jalan pegi kat area tempat kehakiman ambik fixie bawak kat tapak kem reramai. Weeee~ Hilang terus rasa sakit perut kitorang. Bhahahahahaha! Cantik kot fixie colorful. Org tepi jalan pulak semua tengok wuishh bangga. Thanks yerrr cikgu :p


Rumah kedua. Masjid Tuanku Mizan :p Rumah sesaaangat laaa


Fixie aku color merah. Actually banyak lagi kat tepi2. Cantik kan. Cantik!


Oh ni mangsa2 kejadian memerut. I was there with them. Tu yg hujung. Tenenenetttt -.-"