24 December 2009

tension

Few days ago, i had my annoying day. I feel like dying. Only god knows what i feel. But i'm glad a bit because someone really care me and she trying to coax. Sorry to say, her help not helping me even 1%. I lost my confident, i lost my happiness. The only feeling i know is tension. Just fuck everything up ! For 2days, i can't sleep. My eyes swollen and it's really like a panda. When i awake, my eyes's still swollen because i can't stop to cry. While i sleep also these situation happen. People start to ask me what happen with my eyes. Omgosh >.< when i'm tired to think of these situation, god bring my happiness back. I'm tired to fake a smile and laugh before. Things happen for a reason. i'd really believe it

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