Getting kicked out :/

I was always bad at math. After failing 6times, I feel so incapable of doing it. I hate myself so much today for procrastinating to study and revise all the title. I’m stuck in Locus and yeap transformation. How could I forgot all the formulae. I’m dead now I’m dead

I think Science is better than maths. I work hard for it. Butt urmm. I misread the instructions on the questions. I don’t wear glasses at that time and yeah I’m farsighted. Couldn’t read that small letters. Omagod ! I’m feeling so much pressure. I’m at the point now and hella too much fucking :’(