Fear

SPM is indeed in 20 more days. Is it true? Less or more than that? I just knew that from twitter. Am I look like someone who doesn’t even care about the real exam? I don’t exactly count the days. One word, fear. I’ve done with my trial and I’ve already got my result. Don’t ask me what I get, how’s my mathematics, and my grades or else I’ll kill you guys now. Suddenly remember about somebody. He says *kantoi gak lelaki :p* “Kalau markah bagus tu cepat je bagi tau. Kalau tak bagus tu bukan main diam membisu” This is funny. Real funny. Hahahahahaha SOOO MEEE.

One moment we realize that we have one week and a half of no school. This’s the chance for us to use our time since spm is getting so near. Minutes by minutes we’ll reach to 5 November. This is stressing me out. I don’t want to mention this date but it keeps lingering on my head. ‘Not ready yet’ Are you kidding me? Forever will be ‘not ready’ but until when this ‘not ready’ keep haunting you.  Imagine if we’re sitting for SPM tomorrow…… Still not ready? Shoot your head and die in the hall.

Tomorrow is a school day. How time flies. One week and a half of no school, and the next thing I realize now is tomorrow is a school day back. This laziness and boredom strike me again. Syaitan banyak betul keliling ni. As we’re getting near and ready to something big, the more this laziness striking us. Even if I’m not ready, now I have to be ready. I hope I do. InshaAllah. Allah will be with us.

I am now waiting for the High School Graduation Day this Saturday. I could hear everyone talking about this Saturday. Hot topic. You guys are so pretty excited to graduate from high school. This 20th October, will be our last gathering. It seemed like yesterday I started my high school and tried looking for classes. Asking someone for help with my dad. Memories. I will miss you guys, start from now.

P/s: I hate wishes. I hate “Goodluck and All the Best”. You give my goosebumps. Whatever it is, goodluck to you guys who are taking final year exams, SPM is coming way too soon. Goodluck and beat the rest.

Kill all the lazy worms! Chaiyok ^^

Trial SPM

The title says it all. I’ve never been so happy and glad that the weekend is finally here. Maybe I know I have to do some revision for the examinations. I had and am still having my SPM trials since 28th August until the 20th of September. Almost a month! Gonna die a bit. But there’s a gap. Everybody gave me goosebumps by saying ‘GoodLuck for you trial’. Not so happy but thankyou. I only had 2 subjects for the first week of trial and another 3 on last week. Next week I’m going to kill myself with 4 subjects in a row. There’s no gap between those subjects. How to smile with that? :/ I wish my school would bring the famous yet intelligent motivator Dr.Shukri just like when I was in Form 3. He knows what you need. Really. You’ll in love with his words just in a second.

I don’t think I did well on my papers. Not enough. Especially on my maths paper. You know how much I hate numbers right? Well, not going to be pessimist. Even if I had an instinct that I’m gonna fail but I still tried to be optimist. Allah know whats best for me. Doa, usaha, tawakal. September is a hectic month! Actually, there was literally no time to sit down and rest before your trials end. I’m not following the rules what. This month is a hectic and challenging month also. Open houses everywhere *stupid reason to say. Kill me*. After you’ve finished doing your paper, you’ll start worrying the day after tomorrow. I haven’t even told you the best thing out of all of this yet. Haha cause it just hard!

I got thinking randomly that we have only 3 months left for school. Actually we have only two months. Another month we will spent our time sitting for SPM. I’m leaving my school soon, I’m leaving my parents soon, I’m leaving my home soon. Maybe

Time fly by so quickly. This tears of joy, this tears of memories. When we can unite like the photos below again……. We really had great times together. Rain or shine, day or night, through thick and thin. Gaduh semua pun dah penah rasa. I can’t help but smile when I reminisce our old memories since last year. Haha what a memories! Thankyou classmate *smiles*.

Open house 2012 :)

I’m typing for the entry again today. I thought 95’s would be busy with their trial but just figure it out that they are sooo busy with the…. Open houses. Oh okay same goes to me. Hahaha! I went to the open house again yesterday. My ummi’s house and one of my classmate. I wish.. how I wish I could change this tummy with yours :(

About 4.30pm we planned to went back home tapi hujan. Asal nak pegi rumah eyra je hujan haha tell me why. Since last year kot :p Sambil nak tunggu hujan stop lepak dulu. Almost 7pm baru balik -.-

Credit to : Arina Ariff